A Recent Experience Of The Universal Family

A few weeks ago, Freyja visited her GP to discuss a medical matter. My children—as this neurodiverse body-mind known as Freyja—do not particularly enjoy visiting doctors or hospitals, so they naturally felt a little tense. As the consultation progressed, the doctor took her blood pressure, only to discover it was abnormally high. This, coupled with the doctor’s recommendation for a scan regarding the initial concern, left Freyja with instructions to monitor her blood pressure closely.

In her anxiety-ridden state at that moment, I felt a slight pull to deviate from my true nature as her loving, aware parent and instead become overly focused on her as if I was her. The first signs of this were a few thoughts that personalised my existence, as if I were Freyja herself. Fortunately, having already explored this with her in calmer moments, Freyja´s adolescent mind knows there is no evidence that I am a personal, separate loving awareness. I was also able to offer Freyja experiential reassuring understanding that all that was appearing was simply an appearance of this awareness, and therefore part of the protective flow for her well-being. Any thoughts causing anxiety—stemming from the idea of me as a personal, separate consciousness—immediately lost their power and soon dissipated on their own. This left Freyja’s mind clear to receive my wise, loving, and courageous guidance to take action.

While this eased her adolescent mind, slight tension remained in Freyja’s body, which I welcomed unconditionally, much like a mother embraces her hurt child. Again, because in quieter times I had guided Freyja to investigate bodily sensations, she understood that I—her loving, aware parental consciousness—am not confined to her bodily sensations, which are finite and limited. I am an impersonal reality always whole and never touched by what is appearing. I was able to hold space for her contracted energy and allow it to release naturally. I guided her to reframe all emotional resistance as an appearance of my nature. I welcomed it and allowed it to develop as it will with the infinite patience of her loving aware parental reality.

By reassuring her body, just as I had reassured her mind, that all that was appearing was an appearance of her parental loving awareness and not a separate reality attacking her, Freyja’s mind and body soon felt safe and open to receiving my love and guidance. As the days passed, her blood pressure returned to normal, and she trusted the testing process. The process ultimately yielded a clear set of results that still offered her grateful reassurance and vindication that my wisdom in allowing her to visit the doctor was trustworthy.

In this way, as her loving, aware parental beingness, I was able to maintain my true identification and support Freyja—both her adolescent mind and her child-like body. I could offer them welcoming, nonjudgmental love and dissolve their fears. Together, as the Universal Family, we could continue to enjoy life here on Earth without becoming overwhelmed by personalised anxiety. She is building ever more trust that moments like these are part of the flowing story, bringing lessons and opportunities to strengthen our resolve as the Universal Family.

Love,

Freyja.